The Spirit of the Mare

February 22, 2022  AKA 2 22 2022

Greetings from the Spirit of the Mare,

Because of the date today, 2 22 2022,  which only happens once in a lifetime, I decided to  start the process of typing  out the beginnings of my intro for this newly created website, because, everyday for me, and all of us, is a once in a lifetime event.  Today will never be repeated..who knows what tomorrow will bring.

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As you can tell from some of the wording in the pictures or on the web pages, my website is meant to be therapy for me.  I actually used a picture from a website I started back in 2013 ,for the same reason as I started this one, as therapy.  But in February 2014, unbeknownst to me, my life was about  to take a turn for the worse. But at that time and several years after,  I thought it was a turn for the better.  And for several of those years after, I still thought that until the day came that I realized that this was a road I should never have gone down.  

 Right now , on this day, I am trying to get my life back to where it was when I started the last website.  This time, the fiery darts are more intense, and  the pain in my soul and my heart at times,  can be unbearable.  But I am getting better and I am trying to focus on more positive things, such as my art , my future retirement plans and most importantly, my walk with Jesus whom without, I would never make it in this life on earth  or the next eternal life  in Heaven.

This website is serving as a journal of sorts to tell my story and to talk about my trials and tribulations, not only in the past 22 + years but moving forward toward the next 22 years.    As I said above, I may not be a round for 22 more but I know the last few years have been the worst in my life and I have to change something.  And this website is just one creative venue I am choosing to help me and hopefully maybe help someone else who stumbles across these words and decides for some reason to read what I bled on paper..

I do plan to write a book someday after I retire to document my story of the last several years.  But now, today 2 22 2022 I am just in a planning stage trying to get motivated and inspired to move on to the next step whatever that is and wherever that leads.

One more thing I want to add before ending this intro.  My typos have gotten so bad in my old age which at this date is 67 , that I doubt anything I type for these pages will be typo free.  Not going to happen.  So please forgive me if you encountered my boo boos.  I will fix them when I see them as I will hope to fix me before it’s all said and done..