Today is February 22, 2024. It’s been two years since I started this web page, and even though I had planned on writing a page every February 22nd, for some reason, last year I just didn’t get to it. But today, I feel the need to write something to update where I’m at on the timeline of my life. I recently found out, which “recently” means yesterday, February 21st, that my ex-boyfriend died. This has been a big blow to my mind, my heart, and my emotions. As I am typing these words, I don’t even know where to go with none of that. So, the entry for this date may be a little off, may not really be what I wanted it to be, but I felt like I needed to say something on this date just because I found out this information. He didn’t just die this month or yesterday or a few days ago; he died in October 2023, but I’m just finding out about it now. But truthfully, I never wanted to know if he ever died because I was so worried about how I might deal with that pain, and it’s worrying me now how this is going to affect me moving forward. But I have Jesus in my life as my Lord and Savior, and if I don’t know anything since the last time I wrote a page, which was two years ago, if it wasn’t for Jesus in my life, I would have never been able to get through what I had to get through with this man. And that’s probably the reason I even wrote the last page or even started the website because I wanted to kind of document my struggle and maybe journal my feelings through this website. But I just kind of had so many things going on in life that I was dealing with, a lot of it revolving around this man, that I just didn’t have time to do another update page last year. And the page I’m writing right now probably is not going to be what I really want it to be. So I’m going to go on and type out these words with where I’m at this very second and with the hopes that I can go on and post it just so I can have something. But at some point in time, I’m going to figure out a way to maybe fill in some blanks on the web page, which I’m still learning how to do. In fact, I had to ask ChatGPT, which I don’t think was around or I wasn’t aware of him when I started this web page, but I literally had to ask him how to help me get here where I’m at right now typing this and how I’m going to publish the page on my website once I get done with this. This, I’ll call it an article, this page, and I may have to go back and edit it, and I probably will. But I just needed to get something written out and post it. So I’m struggling right now, and I don’t know where I’m going, but I will say one thing about my journey from the last time, major changes have happened. I will try to say more later.